Missing someone makes me an artist?

Back in Finland and feeling sudden urge to create and be creative in all the possible ways. For example..




..i want to spend time with my piano again. And..




i am trying to get to know my guitar Arturo II after a long pause. But this one in the picture is not my guitar! Anyway, what is really weird is that even drawing and painting seem to be a nice challenge for me these days. I used not to like them so much before. Now i am waiting to get to buy oil colors and a canvas and a sketch book. I think i will become some kind of artist in the future. I just don`t know what kind of yet.





Next, i will continue my poem writing career. Could i possibly write great little poem book full of love poems which tell about missing someone so badly that it feels like being in an ocean where the waves wash over you. It is very stormy in the evenings and a bit more calm in the mornings.

Acting could be also on my list. What about dancing then? Maybe i could become a ballerina or Baby from Dirty Dancing? What is the funny thing in this sentence is that my mom used to look a bit like her when she was younger.




I don`t know. But i know i miss you Andiboi so much.

Blue moments, blue thoughts

Me, Andiboi, Masu and Misu climbed to the top of Gellert hill to see the moment when the city lights will be switched on. Masu asked me if i think there is a guy who press this one big button and then all the lights suddenly start to light the city. And i think of course there must be. How could it otherwise be possible to switch it all on at the same time?! I would like to work as this guy, cos he actually has so much power on his fingers. Just imagine!

Goodnight Budapest, you are such a beauty!

Welcome to my kitchen!

I don`t know if i should start writing in finnish again..or not. Somehow english has been the right choice for me lately, but what about now when i will go back to Finland? A week left here. E has left, Susi has left, Marie has left and even Misu and Masu has left. I am still here living in Andiboi`s flat and i like it.

So much has happened during these 4 and a half months. I left Finland, Jyväskylä and home in the middle of August, on 13th if being strict. I could write about serious stuff, feelings and tearful things but i decided not to do that and instead i will enjoy every moment and only write happy thoughts. That`s it. Now i will tell you what happened when i baked some Christmas Pulla called Korvapuusti.

First, i think im starting to be quite a professional baker..And to prove this i took this nice picture:

but then Andiboi came to the kitchen and found my camera:

Buuuut, usually when i am in the kitchen something bad happens. I have also dropped pizza on the floor (luckily my friends didn`t care and still ate the whole pizza without toppings) and of course the butter exploded when i put it in the microwave. Last time i baked pulla i broke a glass which i used as a rolling pin, so i had to throw a half of the Pullas away for the general safety of people as i don`t want my friends to eat glass.

So, i have been thinking about starting my own business: "Baby`s Surprise". I could for example cook for weddings, funerals and other big happenings. You never know what kind of surprise you find from your food..And people like to be surprised, right?



This morning it started to snow. These are the first snow flakes falling down from the sky of Budapest this year.


Have a happy holiday people! Relax and enjoy!

6th of December and A BIG BARBECUE!

This is how we spent 6th of December. We had a great Barbecue, my first barbecue ever in wintertime. I will mostly let the pictures tell the story, cos you know what they say: sometimes photos tell more than 1000 words.




Time to play men`s games!

Don't save it all for Christmas Day

11th of December and i suddenly started to miss my favorite Christmas decoration, the small snow fairy who lives on my parent`s Christmas tree. I had the worst hangover ever yesterday and that is probably why i suddenly wanted to be at home with my mom and dad and brother and fairy. Who makes me rice porridge this Christmas if not my mom?

E is leaving in one week and that is the day when i will move to Andiboi`s place for a week and two days. Couple of days ago i tried to make him buy us a Christmas tree but he said it would be too early. I think he had a point.

We have lots of nice plans for our Christmas. But still, for me the most important thing is to be and feel the spirit of Christmas and love in people. I think in Christmas times people usually remember what it is that really matters to them and somehow in a little moment they live like they care about people around them more than ever. They realize how great it is to be loved and give some love. At Christmas times there is a bit of magic in the air. Why couldn`t that feeling always be around?

I am waiting for Christmas and all the magic it will bring. But still, dont save it all for Christmas day, give a little love everyday? Right, yeah?

Let me introduce our love bird pigeons to you

You might think what the hell is this?!

There (as you can see) is two pigeons sitting next to each others. This is the view from the window of our living room. They have built a home together right next to our flat. In the morning there usually is only one pigeon sitting on her seat, or it can be so that none of them is at home at daytime. Then when the afternoon comes, they are both there holding on to each others.

Our pigeons like to kiss and hug. They like to stay close to each others. In the beginning they looked like they were depressed or dead, but now when we have come to know them better, we think they just like to live their life in their own way. Once we saw a dead pigeon and got really scared, but thank god it was just some stupid bird.

And our pigeons are in love with each others. Our pigeons are the world`s only pigeons i don`t feel like kicking all the time i see them. These birds are a miracle, aren`t they? Maybe it is after all possible that these two are the first pigeons that come with the brains..

These two are our little love birds!