Where there`s a fire there`s..

This is the song I have been listening to for couple of days now.

Yes, I am still alive. There has been so many things going on in my life lately and I haven`t been able to concentrate things like writing my blog. Last two weeks have been extremely happy but also from time to time very disappointing time. I can just say I have been up and then back down and up and down again. Right now I feel I am trying to find a balance again.

At the same time when I have been having this emotionally hard time, we have had many visitors from Finland. E:s parents, her almost cousin, my childhood friends. It has been very nice but busy.

We have an Autumn holiday here next week, so me and E will leave this city and fly to Amsterdam. It is going to be a cultural trip with lots of couch surfing and poem writing. I know it doesn`t make any sense at all to go to back North from here, but we just couldn`t get the thought of Dami away from our heads.

I have came to realize our time here will end in a month and a half. Thats why i have started to dream of staying here till New Years, but about that I don`t know much yet.

I will be back writing when we come back from our trip. Enjoy life my friends. Love and peace. Take care.